by Internal Faith Relation

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All vocals are used under a creative commons license.

Words and Voice - Kaer Trouz
Music and Production - Aaron Santiago

c2011 IFR



released April 9, 2011




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Track Name: I Am A Stone
I am a stone
I am alone
I am done for
I am the sea
You are so warm
But our hearts know
There is no place for us

Forget me I am done for
I am nothing
I am the sea
The world is restless
The world is wrong
There’s no place for me

Skies streaked with pink and alive
Can’t see out my right eye
This is the morning I might die
I was born again in your room
You make it good again

We must give it up
Track Name: No Harm
Once we were free to sink into each others arms
Cause no harm to our restless souls
We needed to go
But I have missed you so

Innocent as we were
We wanted to see the ugly sides of the earth
Innocent as we were
We wanted to un-birth something new

One kiss from you and your arms
I never really held
One kiss from you
Like I was meant to
I was never meant for you
Track Name: Suffering
My body drips with morning dew every time I think of you
I love you like the sun
Your smell is so dense and warm
You’re my only one
I wish I could see you more
Wont you just relieve my suffering

Her face is like an angel I know
But how can I compete when I am the devil
I give you all the badness you need
You go back to her sated while here I bleed
Wont you just relieve my suffering
Track Name: Permaculture Disconnect
I think I’ll wound myself on the kitchen shelf
The cut will be so deep
I might lose some sleep
I’m going off the grid
I’m going to grow my own food
I’ll rely upon the sun and shun the world

The foxes they will come and all our crops are gone
Run baby run
I feel their vulpine eyes glowing in the night
The foxes they will come
Run baby run
Track Name: Wednesday Was Yesterday
Hey it is strange
This sweet connection forged in the rain
Hey don’t you know in another life
I might have loved you so

But were here and we can deal
Let me tell you how I feel
I think I’m way too lonely sometimes
And I’m drinking too much wine
And writing all these lines
I get lost in my own mind
And if I tell you that I love you don’t you listen to me

You, sleeping soundly
The tender wind that wakes you just might be me
You, so warm and dreamy
Let my fragile wings skim your face
It makes me happy

Don't you tell me it’s not real
It’s more than I can feel
I can touch it and it doesn’t slip away
You are my endless storm
But I’ll never feel your warm arms around me
Track Name: Goodbye December
This is our December goodbye
The last time I saw you passed out in your shoes
I knew then we’d never be best friends

The last time I saw you passed out in your shoes
I blew your mind with my velvet touch
My wanting mouth
The two of us
Here in my heart your scent remains a stamp of shame An adulterous “A”
Everything is lost again

So much cocaine and the drinks flow free again
We had Manhattans til we couldn’t find our fingers and we just collided
My oh my oh my
This is our December goodbye